Reasoning with Life
I've been really thinking and trying to make sense out of everything thats been going on. This is what I've come up with. My friend that I felt didn't care about me, he actually does and dragonfly was right-he just didn't know how to show it. I've been so confused lately about my life but a wise sage-muse told me that life isn't going to just reveal its master plan to me when I get confused, Its a big puzzle. And like a puzzle sometimes you're on a roll, and sometimes you need to just get up and look at it from another angle, maybe from another persons perspective;)! And Heady, we were put here on this horrible( at times, and wonderful other times) earth for some reason. God has a purpose for us. You may feel like your just screwing things upi for everyone, but hey your doing something right-your helping a friend. Life's a funny place, alright...buut lets get through it together and maybe we can compare notes!!!:)hehehe!

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Ok, that's not fair...you said what I was trying to convey better than I did...that was MY thought...obvious you had the answer all along. What I am learning about relationships is that they may not be what we ultimately want (i.e., "the one" or your best friend forever) but they come about at a time when God needs you to learn a lesson...does that make sense? Personally, I've had a few relationships in the past 2 years. When I was in them there was nothing else that mattered - I could see myself dying with this person. It would take a long time, but I had to step back and look at the puzzle. I kicked myself, what did I do to mess this one up, why did I fail once again? THen I could see, ah ha, that is why...
You make alot of sense. I totally agree with you!
hey girl, i'm glad this is all working out, even though i don't tottaly understand wuts going on... anyways y don't you ever post on my blog anymore?... oh well i'll ttyl!
♥yas!]
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