Things are better, I'm happy.

I talked to him yesterday before he left, and I understand things better. I'm glad we talked because he's an amazing friend and he means so much to me. And now I can hear his truck leaving...haha! Anyway, I just wanted to tell everyone that I feel better and that me and him are ok again! I was just having a bad day. oh yeah... I'm really having a great day now. But I don't know about my future. I question alot of things. I always have to wonder if I'm going to get into the college I want? And is my future going to go the way I picture it?? well thats it!