Wieght off my Sholders!

Last night I was praying before I went to bed, and things have just seemed to be falling apart around me. no more than 5 minutes later my mom came into my room and wanted to talked to me. So I talked to my parents and they pointed out alot of obvious things. I really felt better after we talked. Anyway, I realized that this one guy that I really like(he goes to my church) is really an amazing guy and he may be not really quiet, but not so open with emotions. But anyway, I figured that if I'm gonna date anyone right now it should probably be him, otherwise I should just steer clear of the dating scene! Well I getta see him tomarrow at church, hopefully! Its been almost a week since I saw him! and he wasn't at church on sunday! Oh yeah, there was this other guy that likes me, and I fear that I hurt him. I hope I didn't because I do want to be friends because he's really sweet, but he's also about to be 18 and that just isn't smart on my part! anyway this has been really random and anyone who understands, please comment!