Doing things the "right" way!

I am really upset! I get sick when I eat, and I starve when I don't! My incredibly awesome(and graceful!) english teacher is getting in trouble for stupid things! its might be raining on Sat while I'm at the beach! and I am just really stressed! I like a guy that I haven't nessacarily followed all the rules with, but he's amazing! and i don't know, I feel that my judgement is good, but that others can't/ don't want to accept that. and of course theres this weird and haunting question of whether or not I should pursue a relationship with my real mother and my 4 lil ones...??? more on all this later....i needa pack and i wanna watch a movie!