What I want...
What I want? I have never asked myself that question. I've always felt compelled to follow other people's dreams and fulfill other people's broken promises. I have always been told what to do, when to do it and never why I'm doing it. I was recently asked 2 very important questions. ~1. What do I like and dislike? ~2. What do I want to do? I have thought very hard about both questions, heres what I came up with.
I love water, wether its the beach or the pool or even the shower, I absolutely love water. I hate thunder, but I love lightning. I love football, hockey, soccer, volleyball, swimming, tennis, lacrosse, and baseball(at times). I don't like basketball, rugby, golf, polo, track, wrestling, or field hockey. I love Chinese, Italian, Cajun, Mexican, French, Texan, and Southern food in general. I dislike Thai, Sushi, Vitienamese, Japanese, Russian, German, Polish, and Spainish foods. I love cooking and cleaning. I want to own a bakery or restaurant some day. I love the idea of me growing up and moving out. I can't wait to go to college. I hate the idea of leaving my dad or my lil bro, teddy. I hate the thought of my grandfather or my dad dying. or any of my grandparents for that matter. I love debating, but not so much arguing. I hate that I'm stubborn, but love that I know what I want. I love that I can talk with my mouth full and Courtney will always understand me. I hate it when Chip gets mad at me(rarely, but still) I hate that I worry so much about people's health and well being. I hate that I worry period. I hate my past, but love learning from my mistakes. I love history,I hate math. I love foreign languages. I love culture and traditions and new ideas. I love knowing that I will have enternal peace in Heaven. I hate my body, but don't like counting calories. You only live once! I love my self confidence, hate my self esteem. I hate it when people threaten me, or get mad at me. I hate getting mad at other people. I hate the feeling that I'm overwhelmed, but the feeling that I've just lifted a huge anvil off my sholders. I hate stupidity, love wisdom. I hate being put down. I hate people being into my personal life without invitation. I love people and talking. I love meeting new people. I hate fairy tale ideas, I want the facts. I love fantasy, and folklore, and well fairy tales. I question wether dreams come true. I hate being treated like I don't know what I'm doing. I hate not knowing what I'm doing. I love rock, country, rap, hip-hop, jazz,christain rock, classic rock, soft rock, emo, worship and reggeaton. I hate contemporary christain, gospel, and classical. I dislike school, but love learning. I love knowing what life has to offer, and grabbing it! I love not settling for what I can have, and waiting for something I can't. I love reaching out of the norm, and out for something that I can't have, and comiung back with it. I love winning, hate losing. I love getting what I want and need. but I like boundaries.
This is all I can think of right now!
**oh yeah when I'm really happy about something I rock back and forth, smile awhole lot and scrunch my nose, and blush! I learned that today!**
I love water, wether its the beach or the pool or even the shower, I absolutely love water. I hate thunder, but I love lightning. I love football, hockey, soccer, volleyball, swimming, tennis, lacrosse, and baseball(at times). I don't like basketball, rugby, golf, polo, track, wrestling, or field hockey. I love Chinese, Italian, Cajun, Mexican, French, Texan, and Southern food in general. I dislike Thai, Sushi, Vitienamese, Japanese, Russian, German, Polish, and Spainish foods. I love cooking and cleaning. I want to own a bakery or restaurant some day. I love the idea of me growing up and moving out. I can't wait to go to college. I hate the idea of leaving my dad or my lil bro, teddy. I hate the thought of my grandfather or my dad dying. or any of my grandparents for that matter. I love debating, but not so much arguing. I hate that I'm stubborn, but love that I know what I want. I love that I can talk with my mouth full and Courtney will always understand me. I hate it when Chip gets mad at me(rarely, but still) I hate that I worry so much about people's health and well being. I hate that I worry period. I hate my past, but love learning from my mistakes. I love history,I hate math. I love foreign languages. I love culture and traditions and new ideas. I love knowing that I will have enternal peace in Heaven. I hate my body, but don't like counting calories. You only live once! I love my self confidence, hate my self esteem. I hate it when people threaten me, or get mad at me. I hate getting mad at other people. I hate the feeling that I'm overwhelmed, but the feeling that I've just lifted a huge anvil off my sholders. I hate stupidity, love wisdom. I hate being put down. I hate people being into my personal life without invitation. I love people and talking. I love meeting new people. I hate fairy tale ideas, I want the facts. I love fantasy, and folklore, and well fairy tales. I question wether dreams come true. I hate being treated like I don't know what I'm doing. I hate not knowing what I'm doing. I love rock, country, rap, hip-hop, jazz,christain rock, classic rock, soft rock, emo, worship and reggeaton. I hate contemporary christain, gospel, and classical. I dislike school, but love learning. I love knowing what life has to offer, and grabbing it! I love not settling for what I can have, and waiting for something I can't. I love reaching out of the norm, and out for something that I can't have, and comiung back with it. I love winning, hate losing. I love getting what I want and need. but I like boundaries.
This is all I can think of right now!
**oh yeah when I'm really happy about something I rock back and forth, smile awhole lot and scrunch my nose, and blush! I learned that today!**
posted by Firefly at 7:42 PM
4 Comments:
Well, at least you know. Ok, I'll probably try that next. But what do you want to do? Combine it and figure out a game-plan, but don't worry, it'll come soon enough.
I wanna know more about life, and what I believe. Then I look for the answers to my questions.
yeah, Casey pointed dit out to me while i was on the phone...it was really weird!
awwww.Thanks Casey! I'll tell Dean you said that! Anyway. yeah its so weird that I have it figured out, I look at somepeople and can't even begin to fathom how they don't know!!! Its Crazy! but I guess everything happens for a reason, so I might as well take advantage and run wit it!!!
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