Questions?
Have you ever questioned life?I have really started to do that lately. I was talking to a friend of mine the other day and he was explaining some stuff to me and when I asked him what he was running from he said "Nothing, I just know that there's more to life than what I am experiancing here." I responded with the simple fact that I was still here and I was planning on going to big places. then he said something to me that I won't easily forget. He said, "Exactly, thats why I don't know why your still here." I question life now. Here are my questions:
What if I don't make good choices for college? what if I don't get into Law School? What if I can't get into one of the colleges I want? What if God takes more people that men so much to me away? Why does God take away people I love? Why am I at thi school? Why can't I be somewhere else? Why did I ever have to meet that one guy? Will I ever forgive and forget my past? What exactly did I learn from that particular experiance?(Other than I'm an idiot.) Why do I Love that(and those) which I cannot have? Why do couples insit on saying "i love you" when they have never felt true love? Why do parents divorce? why do parents disown children? Why do parents always talk about how much they wish they could see you, but never put the effort to come visit when you only live 1/2 a state away? What do you do if you want a relationship with your siclings, but don't know if you want to know the other parent? What do you do if you want to date someone, but don't have the courage to say something? What do you do when everyone believes that you can do anything, anything thats put in front of you, you may have to move a mountain but you'll get it done(this was said of me); And the whole time you feel like the weight of the world is on sholders and you can't do anything right? Why do parents encourage you to have a servants heart, but always yell at you when you do things that people ask you to do? why are parents forever in your business and confusing things for you? And last but not least, Why do you fall for someone when you find out they could be leaving you?
~These are my questions for life. If you can help me understand, then please do.
What if I don't make good choices for college? what if I don't get into Law School? What if I can't get into one of the colleges I want? What if God takes more people that men so much to me away? Why does God take away people I love? Why am I at thi school? Why can't I be somewhere else? Why did I ever have to meet that one guy? Will I ever forgive and forget my past? What exactly did I learn from that particular experiance?(Other than I'm an idiot.) Why do I Love that(and those) which I cannot have? Why do couples insit on saying "i love you" when they have never felt true love? Why do parents divorce? why do parents disown children? Why do parents always talk about how much they wish they could see you, but never put the effort to come visit when you only live 1/2 a state away? What do you do if you want a relationship with your siclings, but don't know if you want to know the other parent? What do you do if you want to date someone, but don't have the courage to say something? What do you do when everyone believes that you can do anything, anything thats put in front of you, you may have to move a mountain but you'll get it done(this was said of me); And the whole time you feel like the weight of the world is on sholders and you can't do anything right? Why do parents encourage you to have a servants heart, but always yell at you when you do things that people ask you to do? why are parents forever in your business and confusing things for you? And last but not least, Why do you fall for someone when you find out they could be leaving you?
~These are my questions for life. If you can help me understand, then please do.
posted by Firefly at 4:00 PM
2 Comments:
I'm still trying to figure it all out. Men are NOT worth wasting ANY mental or physical energy. I know I just said I'm still trying to figure it all out, but the pieces of the puzzle we call life have a way of falling into place. Before you know it you start seeing a picture - the fruit of all your hard work. Aaah, that puzzle is done, stand back & enjoy it, rejoice in your victory. But not for too long its time for the next puzzle, you've graduated from the toddler puzzle to the 100 piece puzzle. Something more complex, but you've gained skill & knowlege from working on the other one before...I know I'm just rambling, but like I said before - the pieces have a way of falling into place.
Oh darn computers, I hit enter before my final thought....Hang in their girl.
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