A guy....again

So i like this guy... but we don't attend the same school and we rarely, if ever, see each other. I think he likes me but......i dunno------thats what been bothering me lately..........

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HHHHHHMMMMM---these are hard to pick!!!!

So I'm in Bible class right now and There are sooo many things that I just can't help but think about. What am I gonna do next year? Where am I gonna go? should I apply places?(my parents want me at a community college for 2 years.) I know that I want to major in Political Science, but what should I minor in? Do you have to have a minor? Do I want to study abroad.....if so , where? I feel a need to leave my house and see what I want, for me. ya know??? Anyway thats just some of the things I'm thinking about........last bit---a legacy. I want to leave a legacy at my school (all 300 in somethin' of us!). ........so thats it for now-----
~~~madi~~~

Poke us! 'Cause we're done~~Class of 2007!!!! yea BABY!

What it do ya'll??? its been awhile, eh? Anyway, I'm a Senior...obviously! And I miss the Senoirs from last year! Courtney, Caitlin...Monkey, and Cay---its just not the same! I currently seated in my 4th period study hall a.k.a--the 3rd relam of HELL!!!! (ask anyone, seriously!) but whatever.School's.....well yea kinda sucks. Friends are always there, party's are at an all time low...and the boyfriend dept. is empty(but thats alright considering my last attempt w/ that---4 mo.'s after a HORRIBLE break -up and life is fantastic! god i'm glad! anyway....miss ever'one----tell me whats up!
~~~madi~~~

Mrs.Knox

Please leave a memory about Mrs. knox. I want her to read these, and know how much she meant to each of us, and what she did for us! love always, baby madi

Spiritual Emphasis

Wow, God has don a serious work in my life. It has been incredible. my prayer is that this feeling will last and that the deisions that I made and that others made will be kept. Anywa a huge thanks to Courtney...you know gurl, you know. Hannah...'nuff said! you've been amazing! Heady...what would I do without you? the laughing and the smiles would not be there thats for sure. Jordan...Jordan, you've done so much for me already. Can I ask for more??? Matt, you are amazing, really you are. And Mrs.knox...wut is up??? you are awesome and I'm gonna miss you terribly next year! I think thats all for the thank yous!!!
Love ya'll!

I can't, I don't

I want to hear you
but I can't.
I want to call you
but I don't.

I want to help you
but I can't.
I want to feel you
but I don't.

I want to be there for you
but I can't.
I want to lie next to you
but I don't.

I want to love you
but I can't.
I want you
but I don't.

Happy by Mudvayne

In this hole

That is me

The dead are rolling over

In this holeThickening

Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me

So overwhelmed

Oh this pressured center rising

My life over turned

Unfair the despair

All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin

Tear me from the rind

Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone

Tear me from myself

Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole

That is me

A life that's growing feeble

In this hole

So limiting

The sun has set all darkness

Buried underneath

Hands slip off the wheel

Internal pathway to contention

Peel me from the skin

Tear me from the rind

Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone

Tear me from myself

Are you feeling happy now?

Are youHAPPY

Are youHAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole

That is me

Left with a heart exhausted

Whats my release?

What sets me free?

Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin

Tear me from the rind

Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone

ear me from myself

Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skin(peel me from the skin)

Tear me from the rind

Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone(Tear meat from the bone)

Tear me from myself

Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy?

Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy?

Now that I'm lost left with nothing?